Ego Whiplashing!

I really dont know what to say about today.Its probably what Abhay Deol meant when he calls himself a slut at the end of easily one of the beshtu movies of the year.Dev.D.I really feel like a slut.I have realised that I have the most awful thoughts running in my mind all the time.I am the one who is egoistic.I am really feeling like some dash.I have no real feelings right now.am completely devastated,ashamed rather at my illiterate behaviour.Am really sorry to whom so eva i have insulted over the years.I know probably a sorry would neva make a big deal now after all the pounding i have given to people all my life.Am sorry to all.I have neva really meant a sorry more than this my entire life.Am really thankful that all of you put up with me for so long I really hope I can make amends.Even if you really wanna step away I really do get it.I know people who naturally have loved me despite all these moronic acts and psychopathic behaviour of mine will tell me not to be so harsh on myself,but those are just words trying to be sympathetic to a man who has always been bad.Neva have I had one person neva say bad things about me.And when they have been bad they have harribly bad.I was probably worth just that.I have nothing more to say.Just another sorry before I leave.

Om Shanthi Om!

Anbe Sivam!

Knock Knock!

Elections are on.Indian Premier league 2 seems to be sucking along.or is it goin on well and good?who cares?Shoe attacks are the in thing.Pairing up people is supposedly funny.Speaking plain truth is wrong and irritates people.Being carefree is not sellin like stayfree.Am being boo-ed by my parents again.My cousin is engaged.Am beginnin to feel hrithik is the best actor in India at the moment probably aamir is good too.Beginning to feel a lotta people speak on things after checking on it ol.Its neva what they feel.Creative thinking is bad for health.I am getting answers to a lot of my questions by thinking.but am supposedly a psychopath.probably i have always been perceived so for the past 2 years.Probably i should let people be themselves and me be myself.you koshtin and poke fun at them you get people bugged and it all becomes stupid all over again.So I really cant love a person completely.can i?can i be touched heart in heart by one persons true love for me?Fascinating ideas.Loving helluva lotta people.Missing a lot lot more.All this rambling and crackpot shit to say Am Back! And i really wanna kick ass this time.No holds barred!Welcome back!:D

Om Shanthi Om.

Anbe Sivam.