Losing out!

So this aint a post on the Kolkata Knight Riders.They have another person to take care of online publicity.So what could this psychopath be repenting this time.I term it losing out.I dont really know why I am so now.But I aint feeling completely bad about it all.Atleast I get the feeling I am being genuine in my feelings.Life is more than a mystery all of  a sudden.It has more twists and turns than Race.Damn who would imagine someone giving it up and telling sorry to all long lost friends.Am I really losing out on life.Yes I probably am.And i am yet to figure out what to do about it all.